Well....I didn't think that it would happen but I broke up with my girlfriend. I thought that I found a girl that I would be with forever but I was wrong. Too many fights....there is so much but the bottom line was that I was not happy and being with her did not make me happy. We always talked about how we felt but it didn't seem like things were working out and changing for the better......I always told myself that I would never do anything that would make me un-happy and being with her did. She told me that I broke her heart and I was prepared for that, I didn't even think about breaking up until she just kept pushing me on the phone and making me more and more miserable.

She told me that I broke her heart and I knew that would happen because at one point we were...when we were in my room that was hard......she kept trying and I can relate because I have had my heart broken before too. It was not an easy past week but I know that I have been less stressed and much happier. I just stopped doing alot of things when I was with her...hanging with my friends, training and heck even bloggin!

I woke up and realized that this was not the way I wanted my relationship to be like and if I am going to be with some one forever I want it to be amazing. I know it wont always be easy and sunshine and rainbows...but you should never be unhappy and miserable. Life is too short to be unhappy.....I'm glad that I finally realized it