ok so life can be s*** at times, i i think most people have worked that out.
i was 14 when i realised just how s*** my life was.
i was with a drop kick guy who abused me consistantly and then i ended up being pregnant to him.
yes thats right, 14 and knocked up.
i was 3 and a half months before i told mum and two weeks before my 15th i went in to get a termanation.
i'm not afraid to admit that i had it done.
i know that i wasn't ready to have a child let alone want to bring it up with the father hitting me all the time.
thats not what a family should be like.
then a year later (2007) i had a misscarage to a guy who thought the world of me and i lied to him for two months about it. when i told him he asked me why i didn't tell him about it, all i said was "i didn't want you to hate me"

you wouldn't beleive it, in january (2008) i had another misscarage only this time it was for the best, cause the guy i slept with already had a girlfriend.

i'm not telling you this for you to judge me on any level, i'm telling you this so you know who i really am.
i'm not a slut, although some people might think that, but i do like to have sex with they guy i really like.
so think what you will, i know who i am and thats all that matters.
you don't like me than so be it.
-xoxo-
jess