what are you are saying?
AFireInside

Well I understand now It's not that the don't have time for you.....It's life in general if you understand whoever your talking about may have i don't know and i don't want to be mean but a life they have to deal with and maybe they just don't have any time at all and don't take that the wrong way unless i'm way off track???
AFireInside

u ask me?

I'm here and everyone on here so don't worry okay???
AFireInside

why do we rarly talk anymore,i see that u talk to other ppl and maybe u just don't got the time but,i like talking to u!

so to start a conversation
how was ur week?

I'm doing somewhat worse i feel depressed about being at school because i've made no friends nobody talks to me and i actually feel alone and i feel like screaming and yelling into a pillow or at someone because i feel alot of people are mean and hypocrites should i put myself out there and talk to someone or just keep it the way it is and hope someone talks to me?
AFireInside

well tell him more abut ur self,but before u tell him,tell him what u told me..about how ur afraid of what he's gonna think,just tell him in a converbal voice thatu want to tell him more but its upseting to think of what his answer will be to that!
then when he hears that hoply he'll understand!

well i hope this helps!
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victoria

Um.....Who and When may i ask? and i'm sorry if it does happen even though a new life is a good thing.
AFireInside

I wanted to say i felt a little intrusive asking you who and when? Also that's good hopefully you aren't even though a new life is a good thing i guess
AFireInside

great luck!

AFireInside

i got this new boyfriend name joe and he means alot for now!
and my friend just moved back from being out of town,i havn't seen him in like 2 years so it was good to see him again!and our parents know each other.
and my friend,friend is in jail and so is her moms boyfriend,but i hear from them from letters and we visit.since i know them too! they are in there because of fines!
but there getting out soon!
well got to go so
see ya!

it just when i was writing that down i didn't know how to word it.

Whats Up? I am almost out of school here (i'm a junior so one more year cool uh?) I am hoping to get a job so hopefully i works out
Peace Out,
AFireInside

Hope You Had A Good Time Hope Your Leg Feels Better LOL!!!
AFireInside

I have dealt with a lot of s*** but it's finally over so i will be working on feeling better about life and myself
Peace Out
AFireInside

what i say is next time u see them again try and make conversation more interson,like ask them about what they like to do in the future or ask for them to tell u more about them selfs or talk about whats new. then when thats done,what i always do is insted of just sitting there and acting shy i try and make it one of the best times i will ever live.like hang with them and kinda get a party going,it dosn't have to be a party just like play games or talk about music! and see who likes what.

i tryed my best

and i'm glad to help! and if u need any thing just ask.
ur one of the first ppl i've talk to when i first got on this webb site and u were very nice and thats one of the reasons i like talkin to you!

and i don't know why my latest blog post may tell more but like it says Love Sucks
AFireInside
PS: My Girlfriend Cheated On Me

somtimes ur like that too!(just a opinon don't take it serios)
i think its not rare and i don't know what u mean by what u said about me and natural whatever.
what where u trying to say?

I Believe in everyword you said She is just someone who wasn't for me and there is many others out there who will love me
AFireInside

so can u talk to me about somthing more then just a problem or is it different?

i ment that i thought u only like talking to me because i was good at answering questions or giving envise.
i'm sorry that u saw it differently.
and i agree with u at one thing....it is realistic!

thanx u for understanding,
and thanx for telling me!
i just wanted to make sure that u weren't like that.