so today I saw him again. I'm reaching the point where I am starting to hate him. I don't want to, it's just so hard not to. I like/love him so much and will never get anything in return. How am I ever going to learn to expect nothing from him? Of course I tell myself that all the time, but it never really works.

I don't know, I probably shouldn't talk about it any more.

thx for reading.

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