i feel, i should not feel..
i dont want to know anymore
this pain is just too real
i hate the love, i hate the caring
u battered that tiny part that was all i had
but who cares
not i
not ever
im draining forever
and im happy yes thats true
i feel better not caring for you
i wanna bleed all that i have left inside
tear it apart, severe the skin
and look inside and deep within
proove to myself i was never pure
im just a sin
i should never care
should never love
i hate this feeling
i wished i had gone numb
never caring for what i have done.