I had a friend from my hometown who commited suicide back in April & i just found out last night. Its kinda hard to believe it cuz my friend didnt seem like that when I was done there. (I've moved, pretty much, far away to go live w/ my mom cuz I was living w/ my dad when I was living at my hometown.) I dunno but its just shocking but to those who have suicidal thoughts, please dont do it! You're gonna hurt your friends & family & other loved ones. I unserstand how you feel if you do have them cuz I went through a couple times where I was struggling w/ those thoughts but I always (somehow) chicken out of taking my life away becuz of my friends & family & how they'll feel if I did do it. Oh God -- my mom would of probably thought it was all her fault! I dont want that at all! I love my friends & family, oh yeah sure I might hate some of them for a little while but i love them still. (Ha ha, Im a lover -- I basically love everyone including my enemies.) But just remember your love ones before doing anything stupid!!! Please?