I got really bored and i realized that lately nothing seems to interest me... maybe its depression, i dunno, but I wrote a song about it.... everything in parentheses is supposed to be like back vocals) I called it 'it all ends tonight'
The same thing happens every night
I sit here questioning my life
I look back in sorrow
Like I doubt there’s a tomorrow
Choices that I should of made
Things I wish that I could change
People that had put me down
People that I wish had come around

Chorus:
Nothing is the same
(as it used to be)
Because it all causes pain
(its hurting me)
It drives me insane
(please set me free)
why does it have to be this way
(change it please)
My happiness is gone
Its been this way for far too long….
As I sit here in silence
tempted to use violence
to try take it all away
I wish it wasn’t this way
By rope, gun, or knife
I’m done with this life
I want to give up this fight
It all ends tonight!

Happiness is gone
From whatever I do
No matter what it is
I just feel so removed
It all just went away
Now its gone from every day
No pleasure in my favorite things
Pain is all that it ever brings
I wish that it would change
Why does it have to be this way?

Chorus

No attention comes my way
Nobody seems to care these days
the sky is gray and I am blue
the rest of the colors are faded too
is there still hope for me
in a time that I can’t breathe
I wish all of it would leave
I can’t keep trying to pretend
That someday it will end

Nothing is the same
Because it all causes pain
It drives me insane
My happiness is gone
Its been this way for far too long….
As I sit here in silence
tempted to use violence
to try take it all away
will it always be this way
with a rope, gun, or knife
I’m not quite done with this life
I will keep up this fight
So will it all end tonight?

So does it all end tonight?