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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 - 18:45
Venting Forum
Angry at life? Furious of people pushing you around? So sick of people who use you? Or just hate the world, in general? Well, YOU'RE NOT ALONE. So spill it.
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Yeah, my sister moved out yesterday because my dad was being a total Pit Latrine to her as usual, and since then, it feels like my heart is breaking slowly, its like this constant...slow...ache. my sister and i are best friends, so now that shes gone, i feel so alone, i cant stand living with my dad- you know, he watches incest porn. i saw the link on the Internet history thing...asin thats so disgusting...asin, my FATHER watches INCEST porn. he's so messed up. there should be a worse place than hell for people like him!!!!
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yo
ahh, have you ever noticed how just a short time without person that means a world to you feels like the eternity?
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Don't hide your mistakes, cuz' they'll find you... burn you...
I AM SO BORED!!!
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I'm pissed off at the fact that my boyfriend, who had organised for us to go somewhere tomorrow, will not return any of my calls or reply to any messages on the subject of "what time are we meeting up, I can't go if I don't know the flecking time?!?!". So I canceled it. Which sucks coz I was really looking forward to seeing him too V.V
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Morgenstern ach scheine
auf die Seele meine
Wirf ein warmes Licht
auf ein Herz das bricht
Sag ihr dass ich weine
Denn du, du bist hässlich
Du bist einfach hässlich
Der Mensch ist doch ein Augentier
Schöne Dinge wünsch' ich mir
Doch du, du bist ni
Duuude... well. ****
Well, where should I start. I live alone with my single mother. My two sisters have grown up and moved out, and my father was as drunken wife beater, and a convicted sex offender (found that out first hand at the age of 5).
So, it's been just my mom and me for the past 3 or 4 years. She gets laid off work 15 months ago. They actually OFFERED to give her another job, but she turned it down, because she wanted some "vacation" time. Well, she didn't have excellent health to begin with, and it's gotten worse over the past 15 months.
I feel like I'm watching her die. She was the strongest woman I've ever known, I looked up to her in so many ways. But now I don't even recognize her anymore. She doesn't leave the house. She doesn't have a job, and won't even look for one, because of her "bad health", when all she does is sit around, playing video games all the time. She's lost a LOT of weight, and can barely do anything any more. Not to mention her mental health. I mean, I'm watching her die. I can move on after death, but this... I don't know how to handle. I just don't know.
I don't know how I'm going to make it through the next two years. She threw her hands up and said To hell with the rest of the world. But the thing is, I'm part of the rest of the world. I'm worried about going to college, doing everything I can do to get there, but I'm not even sure if I'll be able to make it through high school!
I'm planning to get a job next summer, to start paying bills. I can't now or this school year, because I'm taking a **** ton of college classes, and online classes during the summer, on top of working toward 200 hours of community service and clubs, student government even, to get a really good GPA and get into college. I can't handle a job, and I can't support both of us. But she can't support me.
I've never been a "kid". I grew up way too fast, and I'm okay with that. But I'm missing out on a lot, and that pisses me off too. My mom's a hermit now, and I'm not allowed to do anything. Eh, I don't really care about that. I care about getting through high school the most. lol And that's just the surface of my problems.
I guess I'm just a victim of circumstance. lol But, when I get where I'm going, it'll be a great accomplishment for me. I plan to leave this place and not come back. And if I don't get there.... then at least I'll know I did everything I could to get there.
Long rant's over. Now I'll read about other people's problems!
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"Where do you turn, when all the eyes around you, looking at you, only see a monster?"
Hey, tdgkixass89:
I will not sympathize if you do not wish, but I hope it works out for you. Just stay with us and TDG.
time for venting. Topic: parents.
moms a golddigging whore. divorced my dad because she got a job and was making more money than he was. My dad than ditched the kids, moved to another state, made a new family, practically ruined his life. Mom raised child support so she can finally buy those coach bags for her and my sister. Dad now pays triple the amount, can't move out of his ex's house, and doesn't want to move back here because he now has a new son, my half-brother. I haven't seen my dad but once within a span of six or seven years. The one time was when my grandpa got crushed by a car, while he was working on it. So I saw my dad for two days, and the lasting image was of him crying at my house because he didn't want to be disliked by my sisters boyfriend. Even though my sister doesn't talk to my dad, she ignores his calls and what not. My dad and I hardly ever talked until my mom beat the s*** out of me for the last time, and I almost got sent to a foster home, mainly because my dad wouldn't be able to support me. My mom was sentenced to go to anger management, and was forced to sign me up for therapy and family therapy. Oh yeah and if I stay out past ten thirty, three times, I'll be considered a juvenile delinquent, and I'll be sent away. Kind of s***ty since I didn't do anything. Oh yeah, my mom wants to 'save her reputation' by telling everyone lies about that night, saying I punched her and she only slapped me in the face a couple of times. I'll never forgive her for that, no matter what. Now I'm at my uncles for a month, to get away from her because I know I was on the brink of committing suicide, but if it weren't for my dad, regardless of how bad a dad he is, keeps me going. And I'm not ready to throw everything away, because in a few years I"ll never have to speak to my mother again. And I don't want sympathy from this topic, or a lecture about committing suicide because I'm not going to commit suicide, don't waste your time. Whew that's some good venting.
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dayna
musicalgenius101: You just described my biological father and how I feel about him pefectly.
My Dad is a selfish evil, cheating man- slut, if i could hate anyone in this world, it would be him.
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2 more weeks to go 'til summer holidays ):
Astro_Girl: Yeah I agree, and you get back in August?!
Ours is longer by a week than usual I believe. We go back on September 8th.
tdgchickxx12xx: It does suckk. :\
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We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd.
tdgfanforlife: damn that sucks. i feel so sorry for you
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tdgfanforlife:
That sucks. I personally think summer is when you're supposed to GET AWAY from school, not have more of it. I mean, you basically have 9 or 10 months of school, straight-on, it's only fair you should get a 2 month break. And not even...for some stupid reason they're making school start August 27th here for some pathetic reason...
Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh, I'm SO tired.
It's freaking summer vacation
and I should be sleeping in,
but NO I have to get up so early
and get my ass to summer school
I hate itt! Honestly the person who invented it
should have made it like in the afternoon to
like whateverrrrrrrr, or not have invented it at all,
and...then I'd probably have to retake the class...so no just a later
time. Gah!! It's a whole day
of school, but doing only one subject,
how s***? ¬ to mention BORRRRRRRRING!
Okay, I'm okay now.
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We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up and stand above the crowd.
Haha I get it. I guess I'm a "slave to audio" as well.
Hi!
i just wanted to thank shallow_bay & lynneashusband23 for their support
On the High heels subject.... i can´t wear them here in the city... the sidewalks are destroyed and the city is full of ups and downs....... most of the girls here use boots or things like that wich are better considering the city. Others use sneekers and when they arrive to a certain event (birthdays, restaurants or things like that) go to the bathroom and put on the high heels they took with them. Some still try to wear very high heels everywhere and end up walking like robocop
Kisses!
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The world will tll you who you are, until you tell the world
I wear high heels a lot but I hate when you have to sit down in itty bitty benches and you have no room for your legs and it invades the space occupied by your face. I also hate the noise they make, clakk clakk clakkity clakk clakk.
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dayna
Astro_Girl: I know 405 is a lot of songs, but it's annoying when you can't fit all the songs you want ): haha
well personally i like wearing high heels. idk y, i just think they r fun to walk in. haha. and yeah, i agree with u. the world wuld be better if we got to walk around in our underpants. haha
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music is love
NKorea sucks balls right now, actually all the time. SKorea is all cool and s***. But why the hell do they got to start firing ballistics. What the heck is the point, to spread communism? jeez. Well done with that bit, anyway, sunday I went to Church with my Aunt, even though I'm atheist..s*** that place was a 'living hell' no offense to any Religious beings. I had to wear high heels and s***, come on! the benches are low and my legs go up to my chin sitting down in those things. The world would be a better place if we'd just walk around in our underpants.
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dayna
Im sry you have to be in such a situation but hopefully you are able to make the best of it and its good that you know when and when not to take her threats seriously...just dont make the mistake and underestimate her cuz thats when you could be blindsided by a catastrophe. good luck and I hope things get better for you and your family once the house is sold....
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
wow. sorry, Heather.
i hope everything does get better after the house sells.
lynneashusband23, i appreciate your concern.
trust me, i know her threats can be more than that.... but she´s already going to a psychiatrist, i´ve told my dad and my psicologist.... and she doesn´t want to be hospitalized or anything!! We´ve all done almost everything to make her feel better but sometimes it doesn´t work. She´s taking some medication and although most of the times it works, sometimes it doesn´t.
We´ve done all our best to help her... but she doesn´t want nobodys help no more. Besides, it´s not a recent problem... she has done such threats since i can remember... since then we´ve done all our best and nothing works.... sometimes she just feels like giving up for no good reason. Once 5 years ago she was hospitalized, we tried to convince her of staying there for some days and she made of the doctors and nurses life a living hell... they refused to keep on taking care of her so we brought her back home.
It would be easier if she addmitted having a problem but she doesn´t. She hates hospitals, doctros and if you imply she needs professional help the most possible outcome is that she will start breaking things, hit you or kick you out of the house.
I live with her, i know her and i know most of the times she says those kind of things she just does it to manipulate everyone around her,... when she really means it i don´t leave her side and stay awake all night if i have to.
Once this year ends everything will be better.... the house is the only thing that still links her to my dad in some way.... once it´s sold everything will be better.
Thanks again for your concern
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The world will tll you who you are, until you tell the world
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Relationships are so f*cking stressfull! Always thinking of the dude your girl has a thing for! It's bulls**t!! Sorry for the language!
Lady_Heather you should take your moms threats seriously and report her...you could save her life...
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
HAHAH Oh man, I'm totally with you on that Miley Cyrus hating thing. She has no talent what-so-ever Anyone could sing that good if they were lip syncing. She is only "Famous" because of her one hit wonder dad with his stupid song Achy Breaky Heart or whatever. I dont like country music verreh much
Obviously.
This is the first time I've ever posted on this site actaully. I used to be on MylocalBands all the time but its been gone for pretty much 2 years which makes me sad
It was a great site.
And and and OMG The Offical Three Days Grace site makes me angry. I love this band's music to death but I honestly think that they might be selling out abit, For me since I'm in Canada I had to pay 55$ because of that whole currencey exchange. I got a subscription in April last year and to find out that that subscription expires! That is soo lame. My sister is a big fan of AFI and she got a LIFETIME subscription for only like 30bucks.
I know its petty to complain about money and with this Bands Awesome Godlyness. But I am really disappointed in the boys. They have wayy more tour stops in the states, and they release everything to them first it seems, like that DVD I had to wait until late September! They started in Canada so you'd think that they would stay to their roots but...Rawr. And back to their site, its not really that much diffrent except for some contests Q&A and thats pretty much it, the store is the same and its not even totally finished yet!
Right now I can't wait until their next CD and the next Harry Potter movie.
I'm a little aggitated right now because its summer holidays and I can now sleep in, but I can't, not only because of noisey neighbours. My school has decided to do some roofing starting at 7:00 in the morning till 3:00pm ONLY on Weekdays. The Neighbours take care of the weekends with their screaming stomping children who are verreh early risers
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I´m tired of my parents..... it sounds awfull but it´s true. This year, in december, the house we all used to live in (now my mom and i do) has to be sold or otherwise my dad will make my mom pay him the rent... but she hasn´t got that kind of money.... Meanwhile they´re both totally out of control....
My dad get´s angry for stupid things (like if the food overcooks) and starts saying all the reasons why my mom should be in a psychiatric hospital...and all the reasons why i should move in with him....and all the reasons why i should prefer him....
My mom starts yelling whenever she feels like saying how my dad, brother and i ruined her life... how she wants to kill my dad and after that "lovely" talk she asks me "do you love me?", "what am i living for", "i´m gonna shot myself but i´m going to kill your dad first"
Meanwhile all i can think about is that I´ve spent 6 years of my life trying to make my mom, my dad and my brother happy.... to put myself in their shoes and nobody puts themselves in mine... and all that was in vain.... things suck as much as they did back then.......
Sorry, i needed to get it out..... now i´m going to buy myself some chocolate to cheer me up
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The world will tll you who you are, until you tell the world
venting noise venting noise
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
405? Haha I have 94!
Ignore me.. need to vent
haha
I COULD ONLY FIT 405 SONGS ON MY PHONE >.< THAT'S NO WHERE NEAR ENOUGH! and mum wont buy me an mp4 player >.< ughhhhhh!
amen
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
naw i get wut ur saying. time makes some things better. i agree.
but i think im giving up on this guy cuz ugh..its not worth it, and he just doesnt value the same things i do.
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no offense taken...well I couldnt picture someone intentionally hurting someone who loves them but i have had bad relationships too, we all have thats how you grow im 22 been married for almost 1 and a half years i have a 4 year old daughter and a son due in august...ive been through alot with my wife (a whole lot) but we have worked things out and we will probably spend the rest of our lives together...sry...what im getting to is basically if you want it to work give it time and give it a chance and things will happen...sry if it seems im just rambling...
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well no offense, lol, but the only guy ive ever dated moved here from another state. hahaha. but thats just coinidence i guess.
and im sure that some men may kno wut they are talking about. but it seems like most of them dont. and it seems like some of them hurt me on purpose.
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i see ur from michigan as well...is it just us michigan guys or do all women think guys never know what they are talking about
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
lol it seems like i always have man trouble... ha im good tho. he just doesnt have a clue wut hes talking bout.
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Not off topic as you said this is venting...sry for your man trouble
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
well yes and no. here is a pretty interesting link that describes the different types of nukes and the damage they can create...I do agree with you though its a very scary situation....
http://www.nationalterroralert.com/nuclear/
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
yeah, this is rly off topic. but its the venting forum so...
my eyes r burning right now. damn allergies.
and pissed off at men who apparently r incapable of feeling.
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music is love
If you guys get nuked, we're going to feel it too.
No No you have to understand my views on my country before you make a statement like that...I hate my country and I dont represent it at all ever I wasnt stating that to put the u.s. above anyone else i was just using it as an example to prove my point on how crazy that guy in n. korea is...I dont get offended by peoples thoughts so were good no apology necessary...okay actually i love the country but i hate the govt. but i guess in the end its all the same
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
Okay, well you'd be a little pissed too if part of your country was gonna get nooked
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dayna
No offense, but I know I'm going to cause some anyways, so I apologise right now, the attitude you're showing right now is why everyone hates your country.
I'm so sorry!
the funny thing is the u.s. military is almost double the size of n. koreas and they are messing with more than us....that guy must be an idiot but i guess you have to be mentally unstable to threaten half the world with only 1.9 million ppl to back you up...
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NK pisses me off, I think we should just invade, kick ass and take names. We could so shove those 'ballistic missiles' up their asses.
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dayna
Yeah, the North Korea thing is some scary stuff.
yes none other than the infamous Granholm
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!
Michigan, eh? Jennifer Granholm?
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dayna
alaska and hawaii are f'd...i just really cant stand my govt. I really dont see whats so great about america...my governer is canadian and she has made an attempt to sell our state to canada....She has made us soooo poor that they cant even afford to give everyone food stamps who need them....only america would let this happen...i wish i could move to canada but im on probation and i have a felony so i cant leave the state let alone the country...oh well too bad for me
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We had time on our side...I never meant to let it die!!!