So far I've managed to keep part of myself intact and have kept the animal inside from cutting or harming myself puposfully. I just wanted to let you all know how thankful I am for your support and advice. You have helped me keep the animal at bay. Times are still tough and the idea of taking a knife to myself still seems good at times. I promise to keep you all updated and well informed. My heart still hurts as bad as ever but I know that Matt and Courtney won't last too much longer. I also know that as soon as they break up Iwill have hope that he'll say yes to me...and if he doesn't....the process of breaking will repeat. Enough of that, back to the point...I want to thank you all for being a light in the dark.
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So far I've managed to keep part of myself intact and have kept the animal inside from cutting or harming myself puposfully. I just wanted to let you all know how thankful I am for your support and advice. You have helped me keep the animal at bay. Times are still tough and the idea of taking a knife to myself still seems good at times. I promise to keep you all updated and well informed. My heart still hurts as bad as ever but I know that Matt and Courtney won't last too much longer. I also know that as soon as they break up Iwill have hope that he'll say yes to me...and if he doesn't....the process of breaking will repeat. Enough of that, back to the point...I want to thank you all for being a light in the dark.
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...He loves me not....bring on the chaos....