im not having the worst time in my life, but iv had better. lately i'v been olnly talking to 1 of my onlt good friends that i have and all my other friends just seem 2 not care anymore... but i shouldn't make it my problem... anyways i'v also been more in a bad mood and depressed almost crying ...hhhmmm not everyday but a lot more than i used to. i actually tried to cut myself to see if it would relieve that depressing feeling. it did but not for long. my only resort that i go to is listening to music like 3dg cause their music just does something to help that feeling go away. and now i feel bad cause i was treating my mom like s***, just cause i woke up on the wrong side of bed

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I got some good news for you hhuuuhhhh?!

yea she had a baby then we found out she has cancer but she is taking it really well...
Mo Mo G Hater: i understand what u r saying that u have to just keep going and t hat is what i'm pretty mcuh doin' but this is called a venting area so if we want to vent about somethin we can (nto trying to soudn rude)
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"What I really meant to say, Is I'm sorry for the way I am, I never meant to be so cold."
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Having bad parents sucks. i know i seriously do. and honestly just deal with it. i know that dosent sound nice or sympathetic but its true you just need to keep on trucking.

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wait.... What!?

i dont want to see my dad either

your mom was in the hospital? im sorry

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i understand ur situation i'm in the same one w/ my dad but i don't want to see him..

right now it is my mom that is aggitating me tho. so i joined the flags squad and i had practice last night and so i asked my mom how i was getting there and she like freaked out on me and i don't really want to fight w/ her b/c she just got out of the hospital so i don't want to fight and i think she knows that idk it is just really annoying
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"What I really meant to say, Is I'm sorry for the way I am, I never meant to be so cold."
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whoa, you live like....an hour and a half away from me, lol, scary

ok anyways...umm

my dad is here. i havent seen him in two months. last i talked to him we argued about my cellphone being broken and i hung up angry at him. he showed up here with pizza and new cellphones for my and my brother. i honestly hate my dad, he is an a**hole, i got nothing nice to say about him at all. he only brings problems. sure he lived with us for 14 years but he was never there and then last summer he leftand rarely comes to visit, i honestly hope that after he leaves again i dont see him ever again

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