I realized it when he was in his very depressing mood because I was so afraid he will give up his live that I wasn't able to do anything in the normal way. I thought every second of him suffering.
I was absolutly sure that I have fallen for him as i read his new song.
sometimes I'm wondering how I got so far. However; I'm lucky that I live in Vienna now where not everything reminds me of the past which made me depressive for four years. It's a new start for me, so I'm able to begin a new, other, maybe better life.
Because I was twice one of the people who didn't realize that people I liked were feeling down. So I wasn't able to help them. the both comitted suicid and sometimes I hate myself for overelooking what was going on in these persons.
However; if I would have known that I would have stayed awake; no matter how late it had been. I cried as I read his blog because I imagined how I was feeling and this hurt terrrible.
Because yesterday he felt so alone and depressive. I would like to be able to change his situation but what can I actually do? I can only try to make him see something positive in his life which is quite hard if you don't know so much about a person.
Because yesterday he felt so alone and depressive. I would like to be able to change his situation but what can I actually do? I can only try to make him see something positive in his life which is quite hard if you don't so much about a person.
at the moment I'm tiered and bored. Today was one of those days which couldn't existed in my life and it would make no difference. I was just learning and the rest of the time doing nothing really important.
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It's not like a fairy tale because ...
fairy tells aren't true, but our feelings for each other are true. You can only say that it's like a dream or fairy tale because it is so beautiful.
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Johanna
i thionk yopur right. sorry lights go off automatically in the computer lab here. cant seer.
but i wrote the song about her. except the suicide pills
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my beautiful Blood Red Romance
I did fallen for him!
I realized it when he was in his very depressing mood because I was so afraid he will give up his live that I wasn't able to do anything in the normal way. I thought every second of him suffering.
I was absolutly sure that I have fallen for him as i read his new song.
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Johanna
I wrote Shane's song down!
Then I hung it up like I did with his other song. I just love them.
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Johanna
It was okay!
I learned for my second test on Saturday. didn't go out. so nothing special happens.
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Johanna
i see.................
well that bout of suicides passed so dont worry.
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my beautiful Blood Red Romance
sorry!
i dont respond to everything
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my beautiful Blood Red Romance
Shane was online but he didn't answer us!
I can't leave this computer without a message from him and even if I could do that I wouldn't be able to do anything in the normal way.
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Johanna
Of course I go on!
sometimes I'm wondering how I got so far. However; I'm lucky that I live in Vienna now where not everything reminds me of the past which made me depressive for four years. It's a new start for me, so I'm able to begin a new, other, maybe better life.
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Johanna
I don't want to blame anybody who sees him everyday for not realizing how Shane feels!
Because I was twice one of the people who didn't realize that people I liked were feeling down. So I wasn't able to help them. the both comitted suicid and sometimes I hate myself for overelooking what was going on in these persons.
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Johanna
I wished I would 've reacted when he made the blog!
However; if I would have known that I would have stayed awake; no matter how late it had been. I cried as I read his blog because I imagined how I was feeling and this hurt terrrible.
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Johanna
I'm worrying he isn't okay!
Because yesterday he felt so alone and depressive. I would like to be able to change his situation but what can I actually do? I can only try to make him see something positive in his life which is quite hard if you don't know so much about a person.
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Johanna
I'm worrying he isn't okay!
Because yesterday he felt so alone and depressive. I would like to be able to change his situation but what can I actually do? I can only try to make him see something positive in his life which is quite hard if you don't so much about a person.
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Johanna
I hope today you feel better than at the weekend!
at the moment I'm tiered and bored. Today was one of those days which couldn't existed in my life and it would make no difference. I was just learning and the rest of the time doing nothing really important.
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Johanna
You don't have to excuse youeself!
This does happen to me today. The same words just could mean for different persons different things.
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Johanna
yeah i getting a little unhappyier. so tal;k more frequently please.
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my beautiful Blood Red Romance
yeah in wva you have to be at least 15. florida is like well my
mom has been driving since SHE was 13. 25 years i think idk. shes gonna be 40 in july. so yeah n25 years.
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my beautiful Blood Red Romance