this is not a dream

why do you scream at me?
i never meant to hurt you, mom
but you couldnt see the way it really was
so tell me that you still love me
please just say those words so i might stay
i know you do, so please admit
so why? so why? why dont you talk to me?
yeah, and why dont you look at me?
everything you wanted for us
all the things you couldnt give
just tell me you love me, too
mom just talk with me
stay and chat, you know its all that i ask
so why? so why? why dont you speak with me?
yeah, and why dont you look at me?
every time i cry
its all to ask you why
why you dont love me now?
and what i left behind is killing me inside
so mom, why do you scream at me?
and why do you cry? it kills me to be here now
standing in the door
so why? so why? why do i still want to stay?
and why cant you just say that you love me?
look at me now, you cant be more proud
just tell me everything is okay
this pain will remain until you say...
i love you still my son
i never meant to hurt you so
just please stay with me
and i love you more than anything...
we can never say...
i forgive you me baby boy
come back to me
come back to me
i forgive you my son, and come to me now............