wish that things turned out difrent, that I could have peace
not and forever, I am lost to you
you'll never have me,
you never did
so here's to you mom...
for what i never had the gut's to say:

I love you, and I get that everything you do is for my good
But you took everything away
All of it and that's just the most horrible thing that you ever have, or ever will, do.....