ok, i'm just gettin really annoyed with myself. there's two guys i have a crush on and it isnt anything serious, but i am so afraid of talking to people it's driving me crazy. they're both really kool and i'd like to at least be friendswith them but i cant ever talk to them. all the friends i've made here started talking to me first.
well, i saw that one i liked, Austin, had a TDG t-shirt on and so i said, "i like your shirt. three days grace is my favorite band." he looked at me like, "what?" and yea, it was bad. so i give up talkin to people. but it's so pathetic.....
there's a stupid dance comin up and it's girls ask guys. i doubt i'll go. the only time i went to dances back home was because Gabi made me and i actually had fun. but that was only cuz she was there. Gabi is fun. anywayz, it'd be awesome if i actually went and with a guy... but i could never ask anyone. it sucks.

ok, my rant is over.