Even he -let's say he is my boyfriend- says that because otherwise I'm not getting anywhere and soon life will seem as empty as before. So I think I have to learn the next few days, so I get through the exam which I'm going to write next week. At the moment I enjoy life, but still it seems to be so complicated.

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Johanna

Well, busy sounds a bit negative. Well, I do have not so much time for the most things because I spend most of my time with a guy. So if you call that busy I'm.

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Johanna

Just making some layouts for myspace..
what are you doing?
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How are you??

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However, I visited some of those parties. Where did you get to know your new boyfriend?

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Johanna

I do really enjoy my holidays now and I really feel good. Actually it's because of a guy. I can tell him everything and he tries to understands me. He never interrupts me, he only listens.

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Johanna

so, whats new? i go my hair cut and dyed. its cool. i dont got pics up yet. sorry. i will soon, hopefully. how have you been? i hope i go to that 3dg concert in march in indy! write me soon!

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~carrie~

I feel better now; not alright, but better. If I would have ignored my feelings, they wouldn't have gone away.

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Johanna

Today I just got into the mood of feeling so lonely and unloved and I don't know even why. That's an awful feeling and I don't know what to do against it.

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Johanna

Some time past since the last time we talked. Well, the reason actually was that I just had to learn much for my tests and that there didn't happened anything specail.
I do enjoy my holidays now and I will travel home in about a week.

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Johanna

one of my bffs is in love with john cena. shes like obsessed. posters, pins, t shirts...etc.
while you were out...
1.im not prego!!! yay!!! im aloud to have sex, but as long as its protected and with my bf.lol. i learned my leson! friends are like condoms... they aren't always there when things get hard...lol.
2. my dad has 2 cps reports on him for punching me in the face. i hate him but i love him, ya no?
3. i peirced my tongue! its awesome. i promise ill get some pics up as soon as i can. i think the latest ill have them up is february 11th. no later tho.
4. i might go to the three days grace concert in march in indy,IN. it will be freaking sweet!!!
ill keep u updated tho!!
****how have u been?****
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~carrie~

I'm doing ok.

How are thing's with you?

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of course i kno it i am insanely obsessed lolz 3dg hockey and wrestling are things i love and john cena is a hottie wit a body i love cm punk too <3
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febuary 15th needs to come faster !!!!!!!!!

john cena is rly rly hot omg i have a poster in my room of him and i have that huge freakin cardboard stand up of him lol so u arent the only one that is boy crazy XD

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febuary 15th needs to come faster !!!!!!!!!