Yeah, I'm not very happy. My life kind a sucks. Okay so I stay at home all day everyday. I rarely get out. So I've pretty much gone crazy. Well, I write tons of songs. I don't let anybody ever read them. Because I write about how I feel and stuff and I rarely tell anybody how I feel. {except now I'm crazy}. Well, My brother, [He is very very very mean]. Stole my notebook and read one of my songs. Well, this song just happens to be not my best work and it has some feeling I wouldn't share with anybody in it. So I'm really upset right now. So about my brother, this is part of the reason I don't want him to know how I feel. Every time I see him, He throw something at me, He insults me and he insults Three Day Grace. Yeah I know he is evil. i can take it when he insults me and throw stuff at me or hits me with something, but when he insults them I explode. Alright well, not alot of people even know I write, So for someone to read one of them, Thats a big deal for me, but having it be like my worst enemy and not one of my better songs. Yah, I just hope nobody I knwo finds out because they will want to read some of them....Its not good. I'm just really really on edge, I've been waiting for this day for quite a while, I knew someone would et me off. You See, I've kind of been falling in and out fo depression So, I do write alot and I am very insecure. Well, lately I have just been getting wore and worse, because I was talking to this guy that I really really really like, but he don't know that. and I haven't got to talk to him for about three months. So its really taking a tole out on me. I mean I miss him so much. But I don't want anybody to know I like him, because its not something that should get out. I mean its not that I'm ashamed of liking him or what ever, its more I don't want him to knwo becaue it will change the way he sees me. Nothing positive would come out of it. So i've been going absolutly crazy I have ALOT o ffamily problems I haven't seen one of my best friends in about a year. and I wont be able to see her until august. So my life sucks