sometime i dont see the point of doing this but then i come up with a great one ... i hate talking to anyone about something that matters to me cause no one cares so i might as well just right out what im thinking and feeling andif no one reads it great if someone does its thre waste of time im just doing to get things of my mind. I guess the only things that have really been here for me is my music ( 3DG) and my boyfriend and even then he just doesnt seem himself lately .. my parents are still ass holes they make my like a hell that i cant escape ..the only thing stopping me from drugs again is the great sound of Three Days Grace when ever im so angry i could scream i just turn them up as loud as i can and everything just goes away. the bad thing is soon enough i have to turn it off and it gose back to normal.

i still feel like it was only yesterday that they were here with Seether it was the best concert of my life i wish they would come back cause again for one night i could just be in a crowd of people i dont know listening to the b est band in the world. that night was the one of the only nights i have ever felt so alive and id kill for that to happen again