wanna great all you guys out there.
while chilling and listening to jimi hendrix, thinking about life and what i wanna do in my future and so on, i thought of writing a new post, since i haven't been here for a while.

life has changed a lot, school ended and started again, i'm one step closer to university, just four more years of school. friends have gone and friends have come, my new class is great, hardly anybody i don't get along with, even a guy who likes metall and rock just like me.
some problems with love, there's a guy i fancy, and everybody says we gonna end up together. of course, that's not the problem, i'm just pessimistic cause of the expierience i had before. i mean, the last guy i fell in love with had been my best friend, and now we don't even talk to each other.
but still, i try to stay positive and not to get jealous. don't know why but every time he talks to another girl i think there's may something going on and that i shouldn't even try to get together with him.
since everybody says i should tell him how i fell, i thought about that quite a lot. but everytime i want to talk to him i go away and tell myself that i'll do it the next day.

a little question to english native speakers: how bad is my english? in my opinion it's f***ing bad xD but i wanna know how others feel about it.

do you know what's pissing me off? those way to religious christians posting senseless comments on youtube vids, especially on music vids of my favourite bands. everytime i read things like 'people who listen to this go to hell' or 'everything that doesn't pray good is bad' i wanna punch them into their faces. -.-' i mean, i'm not an agressive person, if people say stupid things i just walk away. but those comments are simply too much.

however, the post has become quite long compared to my last one. it's time to study biology and let my computer be alone. i wanna apologize for my bad english and wish you a relaxed afternoon/evening, or as dr. sheldon cooper would say, preevening ;D cya.