I feel like my anxiety is going strong again. I'm having panic attacks everyday. And I feel... Like something went wrong... something is going to go wrong... or maybe something did go wrong. I used to want love so bad now i don't want any of it. I can barely take the pain in life. love will just bring more like it always will. I will always lose someone or get hurt by them. No one needs to suffer with me why can't anyone understand?