well, you see. . . i thought u really cared about me, the way i did about u. u said u cared but people lie to get what they want out of a relationship sometimes. i thought u were the one but then, last night, i saw something that scared me and made me think that maybe u dont feel the same. it made me hurt worse than i've ever hurt before. i want u so much and i want to let u in my life but now, i've backed away considering all that has happened. i dont know what to tell you or how to tell you that you've hurt me this way. i thought i loved you and that maybe you could love me back someday. .