I want to trust, When you tell me to believe
I want to look, When you don't decieve
I want to stand, When you want me to fall
I want to scream, When you want me to make no sound at all

I want you to trust, When I say I don't love you
I want you to look, When I do what I have to do
I want you to stand, When its my turn to decieve
I want you to scream, When I finally leave

Breaking the silence, I scream aloud
I feel you watching me, and sense that your proud
You looked as if you were completely in love with me
But looks sometimes do decieve
It seems you know this game all too well
And you love making people go through hell
They try to love you with all their might
But your so out of touch and so out of sight
Sometimes I sit back and wonder why I even tried
I still remember every single one of your pathetic lies
Each gentle kiss that we shared was just a harder stitch to pull out
Each "I Love You" was just a louder shout

I love 80's music! Its awesome, so cheerful and awesome! I especially love Pat Benetar and Liz Phair. My favorite song by Pat is "Love Is A Battlefeild" and my favorite song by Liz is "Why Can't I"! I think thats gonna be my next birthday party theme. LOL!:Dxoxoxoxoxoxo

Do we even know what it really means? Of coarse people say it all the time to each other! But do we really mean it? Well, I mean, I am very careful about using this word. When I say it, it comes from deep inside my heart! I don't know exactly what it means, but I know for sure what it feels like! Be careful who you say those 3 words to. They could just say it back for fun. Then you actually believe them, and in the end you get crushed. And trust me, when someone lies about love, there is positively going to be an end. Keep in mind, 831! 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning!

My cousin just told me that he saw my ex with another girl. And that they were making out! Its so unbearable, the pain is making me go insane. I can't even except the fact that hes with another girl. I sit here and wonder if he still thinks of me! What would he do if he realized how much he put me through? Does he even care? How does he feel? I mean i'm glad that hes happy, but I wonder if he misses me! Does he think about me, like I think about him? Does he hurt, like I hurt? Does he cry himself to sleep thinking about what we would be if we were still going out, like I do?

Under no circumstances at all should you use hairspray! Come on guys, mousse or gel is ok, but hairspray?!? It dies out your hair and gives you dandruff if you use to much. Now I'm an emo kid, so I really love my hair. There is no way that I'm gonna ruin it with freakin hairspray! Think before putting it in your hair! Next time consider mousse or gel! My fav hair products are HERBAL ESSENCES! They Rock! Please, TAKE CARE OF YOUR HAIR!

I'm sorry, but I felt like I had to explain myself on this case! A bunch of people think he is for babies! What you don't know is, once you stare at him for a while HES SOOOOOOO CUTE! So go ahead and try it. Find your elmo from when you were a baby. Stare at him all day if thats what it takes! Soon you will see that he is really cute and hes not just for babies. Those of you who are lonely, Don't cuddle with your pillow, cuddle with ELMO. If you have taken time to read this, please take the time to appriciate elmo. Thanx bunches. Mwah xoxoxoxo. ELMO LOVES YOU!

People all around you stab you in the back
You turn away, too scared to face the facts
All the suffocating heartbreak welling up inside
Smeared eyeliner and black tears that you've cried

You wish you had someone to love, that loves you to
But nothing ever seems to work out, or at least nothing you do
All the pressure that you don't let out
When you finally do, you realize no one is listening when you shout

Trembling body, Pounding head
Broken back, From carrying all this stress
Upset stomach, Breaking heart
Trying to put it back 2gether, But you keep tearing it apart

Desperate hopes, Unwanted feelings
As I see your blood dripping from the cealing

I scream for help
All of this baggage your putting on me
I scream for help
But your so blind, You see
All I needed was for you 2 love me

Memories sharp as razor blades
They cut deeper with every mistake I've made
My heart like a broken mirror, reflecting the pain on my face
Everyone that used to look up to me, now looks at me with such disgrace

I'll turn my back on everyone that loves me once more
And I'll see my enemies as an open door
I'll try to fight off what is real
To give to myself, more time to heal

Once my healing is complete, I will destroy again
Which only makes me that much more cold within
I will change my image completely
So you will never really see me

As time rushes by us, oh so fast