i feel like i'm trapped
in a dark room
screaming
praying to be let out

the only ones who hear my cries
hold no control
and cannot change
this feeling i hold inside

the few who could change this life
choose not to see
my constant struggle
or hear my desperate plight

the harder i fight
the more i am sure
they take my tears
and make light
of what causes all my pain

sometimes i think to myself
give up and call their bluff
just end it all
and get this life over with

so i never have to face
my fears
or my dreams
ever again

i find myself giving in

they don't know how
to accept hose who
stand out in the crowd

they would rather break you
from what you are
than accept what is true

as this world chokes you
tightens its grip upon you
as it takes you in its mold
forming you to what you were supposed to be

never letting you go
never allowing you to be

i can feel myself giving in
letting go of my dreams
still i try to fight

pulling me under
i'm being taken in
violent screams fill the night

as this world chokes you
tightens its grip upon you
as it takes you in its mold

hey someone needs to talk to me....i'm getting seriously bored

anyway only a little under a month and i'll be seeing 3dg again!!!! yeah that got me unbored real quick.

if anyone is reading this...hi, and i'll see you at one of their shows soon!

live well, rock hard!

the show last night in OKC was amazing....it started off great with red of course...then got better when adam sang broken with seether. When shaun threw a pick out in the crowd i caught it in my neck and later traded it with a cool chick next to me who nabbed aarons pick from BB.....the highlights of the night were when adam actually handed me his pick after missing about a thousand of them ( i about died right there) and then when my husband nabbed one of neil's drumsticks. Cant say it enough.....oklahoma loves 3dg!!!!!!!!