Well....I didn't think that it would happen but I broke up with my girlfriend. I thought that I found a girl that I would be with forever but I was wrong. Too many fights....there is so much but the bottom line was that I was not happy and being with her did not make me happy. We always talked about how we felt but it didn't seem like things were working out and changing for the better......I always told myself that I would never do anything that would make me un-happy and being with her did.

Well theres been trouble/amazement in my paradise called a relationship. We had a wonderful Friday night, at least I thought, and a miserable Saturday but wonderful evening. The details are long and I could make a book out of this blog but ill save you from that. Basically we got in a fight over two bad decisions. Well we talked all morning slash day on Saturday about it and after I thought it was resolved and over it wasnt and then after it was resolved and over for the second time it wasnt and then I was feeling she was upset and she got upset when I brought it up...and you get the point.

So things with my girl have gotten pretty serious. Now I know that we have only been dating for a few months now but I have no doubt that she is the one but from time to time I'm not sure how she feels. We have both talked about being together for ever and starting a family, WEIRD to most people but I really don't care what those people think. When you find the one, make no excuses and never feel that you have to justify it....Well last night we were watching FRIENDS and the subject of kids was brought up.

Wow dont know where my first two blogs went but whatever!

The hardest thing about telling some one you love them is the after effect. Not telling them, thats easy....you have to deal with maybe questioning your feelings or questioning the other persons feelings about you. I told my girlfriend that I loved her and she told me....she brought the subject up and I had been feeling it for the past week...now we've been together for a month and a half and I know there will be alot of doubters but I don't doubt my feelings for this girl at all. I love her with all my heart and I have never felt this way before.

So im a student at a CSU and work at the radio station and we have this one really great show called The Spot Light, where they (obviously) spotlight one band/artist/dj a week for a two hour long show. And i thought hey why not spot light three days grace? Well its in the works and hopefully it will happen sooner then later and i can put a podcast up soon...wow pretty interesting writing my first blog ever!