well I've grown up in a home where mum can pick depression 10miles off but seriously... knowing you have an illness and there's something wrong with you... there's a feeling of total separation... none of my friends understood and still don't understand they just think I'm a crack job who needs drug's to stay sane... I also grew up in a very christian home... I've had my friends parent call my mother saying I've been shouting and swearing at school and in exact words "She a pastor's daughter!!