She can't help it, can't stop staring
He sits on his bike, so attractive
His team mates sweety, tired
His chest pumps, heat getting to him

She looks again, sneaking a quick look
His team mate nails a trick, bike in air
He looks to the crowd, she's on the side
He glances around, and continues down the jump

He does a back flip, shirt lifts up, abs
He does the superman, muscles flexing
He does a couple more tricks, stops
He's just to the side of her, looks around

She tries to watch the aussie flipping
Her eyes magnitized, he's the pull

This is a poem i wrote for Adam Gontier, i recently watched 'Behind the Pain' for the first time, and this is a poem i wrote for him

Behind the pain lives an animal
He craves the magic, the good stuff
he puts on a show, so they`ll believe
That everything is okay, the moster off his back

But when he`s alone
the monster comes out of no where
Itches for the juice, so he can become stronger
Soon he`ll take over, mind and body

He shakes the cravings away, gone
But inside, in his soul, the monsters nesting
Growing, taking over his mind, body, soul

She sits in the room, boxes surrounding her
She`s been told to be strong, grown up in 2 weeks
Her mother working a lot, father in denial
But who is there when she cries tonight
Who will hug her when she gets in another fight
When her heart throbs, who will help the pain
When she`s broken, who will take her out of the rain
She was taught to be on her own
She was taught to be independent
But she needs to be shown
She needs to know how to live
She needs to be able to be free
She needs to be a kid
Oh daddy left this morning
Mamma doesnt care
Friends are confsed
Teachers no help

Jet sits in the corner, heads on the table around her
Waits for her father to be done, done dancing with his animal
She can hear the snorts, sees the smoke, and listens to the animal howling
She sits alone, while the others do the tango, tango with the monster

Her father takes a hit, sits for seconds, before taking a line as well
He sits up, laughs, body shaking, shaking with the control of the monster
People around her, around him, popping pills, snorting lines, taking hits
She sits alone, not disturbed, until she sees it, sees the monster, sees the animals

The tingly feeling in your belly
The flutters in your heart
The sweet on your palms
The batting of your eyelashes

I miss this

The pain in your body
The throbbing of your heart
The regret in your mind
The constant reminder of your concious

I hate this

The relief when you reach for my hand
The suspense when you're saying good bye
The passion when we have our first kiss
The joy when i close my door, think about the night

I wish for this

The sadness when i see a picture of us
The regret when i pass you in the halls
The broken hope when i try to call you

The heart keeps beating
Although it's broken
The tears keep flowing
until you are woken

The soul isnt empty
even it's disapeared
The ach not subsiding
even if you are feared

but
I will survive this
I will be strong
The half you took from me
Is the worst half of me

I will be better
I will be happier
The half you took from me
Is the worst half of me

The pain is enividable
it wont go away
The anger growing
knowing how you'll pay

The wounds start healing
scars lighten
The forgivness still hidden
soon to brighten

because
I will survive this
I will be strong

(I decided to write lyrics to a song, just taking a shot, and this is what i came up with...)

You should be a movie
So i could watch you all day
So you could fill up my mind
so i can say what i wanna say

You should be a bolder
So you couldnt roll away
So i can wrap my arms around you
And hope to God you stay

If i had a wish
it would be to have you
If i had a dream
it would always be
about you
If i had a love
it would be all yours
But baby
You see right through me

You should be a love note
So i could read your every thought
You could be that lucky prize

(this is the beggining of a song lol)
Pain is what i feel inside
and
Love is what i wanna hide
and
You are what i wanna hold
but
Now my arms are just cold
their just cold

Anger explodes in me
and
Misery is what i can see
and
Happiniess is drowning
in my tears
for you
for you

Joy has slipped away
and
Laughter isnt easy, no way
and
If you were mine, it would all
be okay
be okay

My hair color changes with the weather
My soul evaporates with the rain
My breath taken away with you
My heart beating slower as you walk away

If you let me be me
If you let me be happy
My heart wouldn`t be broken
My life wouldn`t be dark
My arms wouldn`t be cold

My dance slows with the song
My piano still like the water
My joy disapearing like the sun
My light darkining with the moon

If you let me be me
If you let me be yours
You would have my heart
You would lighten my life
You would be wrapped around me

My hair color changes with the weather

A young girl sits alone, cold, stoned, never to know
Her belly getting bigger, her heart filling with more love
Even though his love is gone

A boy jogs away from a house, cold, stoned, broken
His mind a blank, his body frozen, his heart throbbing
Even though his heart is still with her

Her tears stain her shirt, stain his soul
His confusion throwing him off, confusing her more
Their hearts beat together, get so far apart

A young child is born, new to this world
Little does it know it's mom is messed up
Little does it know it's dad is missing