Yeah, i'm 17 now, which I still think is a big number, HOWEVER, this has been the worst birthday yet...TT__TT Nobody has barely said happy birthday to me, no cake, no party, no friends...just many cuts, and bruises, and got yelled at alot and called lazy, and useless alot when I struggled for 3 days in helping unpack,a nd load things into our new apartment..It was horrible.. At least my room looks super spiff. =P and I got a call from Andrew. Twice!

AT LAST!! *-* Now, I've never been to a concert, let alone have an absolute fave band like Three Days Grace, but I've been waiting for this, and they're finally coming back with a tour for Canada!! I'M SO EXCITED!! xDDDD Must fall to my knees, and beg, and bleed for mom to allow it. After all, It's my birthday on November 24th!!

Alright well, I realized this; As human, we all do things we come to regret. But We can't dwell upon them forever. There is a time that we do move on. I have to find the courage to trust in whatever may come. I have to trust everything will be alright, and perhaps, one day, everything will fall into place. I've realized, perhaps, words spoken to reason things, or make things seem better, isn't what will help me. Maybe, what I truly need, is the courage to take chances, and make a change. Some days will be rough, of course.

Ahh..I can say that a million times. It's almost.. two years of depression now, but It's getting better. I don't honestly know how I'd get the strength without you guys of Three Days Grace. The music helps me through it, while everything else can fall apart. Sure, there's actually man times I thought about suicide, but, surely it's not worth it at all. This are getting better, still some bad days, but we can make it through together!