Happiness is not for me,

I'm not who I want to be,

my heart's in pain

I feel ashamed

of all I do I want to cry

and cry but can't, my eyes are dry.

these pains inside grow everyday,

new ones come and old ones stay.

Sometimes I wish that I was dead,

someone shoot me in the head,

so I can't feel this pain no more,

this s*** inside I can't ignore.

I feel like I might explode,

I tell myself "don't give up hope"

sometimes I get to thinkin why,

sometimes I think, why even try?

and then I think of all the kids,

and loved ones that I'm gonna miss

i hate school.... honestly, im just so pissed right now.... omg.... goddamn stupid f***ing school needs to get their asses in gear and tell us what the f*** is goin on BEFORE it happens, not after!

im a pretty laid back person... i mean... well, here are my dislikes-
dumb ppl(j.d.)
botards
teachers(with 2 exceptions)
my parents
kids that can't behave themselves
parents who let their kids do whatever the f*** they want
marching
the static fuzzy sound in my 10 $ headphones
black eyed peas
being broke
the idiot that thought of the wizard of oz. i mean wtf ppl?
homework
people that don't know what the word NO means
certain people in the drumline that don't play when they're supposed to
country music
field trips
when i run out of smokes
flies
school
walking

so, i just really love three days grace. Kansas is gay, and most people I know like country... so all i do is listen to music. my music, rock music!