My heart cant take this anymore
my life is complicated
im spending all my time
thinking of how i hated....you

and i begin to scream
my life is so screwed over
i think there's no one there
to try and keep me sober.

Sober....sober....sober

(chorus)
But then you stand up to me
and say its all ok
im tearing up your heart
you love me anyway
i say there's no way out
you say we'll find a way.
i just dont understand
why you wont go away.
(end chorus)

i feel your heart beat....i feel your heart beat

i dont want you here
and so you turn away.
why do you love me?

isnt it awsome? my dad said i could post one finally! i think i look really good in this picture. Its not the best but it will work.

okay, my favorite song is Sorrow and Fully Alive. I dont know why i like Sorrow, i guess its because it sounds cool and its the first song by Flyleaf i ever heard. I like the song Fully Alive because it plays all the time on the radio, and i always turn it up full blast in my room. It is also, to me, a very sad song. But i love Flyleaf. im actually going to be in a band, and my cousin is kinda famous, and has a girlfriend who can get me into the music career. I hope one day to be as good as them.
--Ellie

Hi people! my name is Ellie im goth and a very weird person. My parents say im lost. im 16 (the computer is wrong) and i listen to all rock. Flyleaf, Breaking Benjamin, Seether, Three Doors Down, Evanessence, Three Days Grace, Theory Of A Dead Man, and more.
my favorite animal is a cat and i live in St. Augustine FL. Im single (and it sucks) and love the color black (duh).

Life sucks. i mean really really sucks. and if you think you have it bad, then check again.
life is very depressing for me. Not just because im goth, but because my mom is a drug addict, my step mom HATES me, my dad thinks im the worst thing on the face of the earth
and is ashamed of me, and one of my friends tried to kill himself. Im trying my hardest not to let it get to me, but its not working too well. I've already tried to kill myself. But it was scary
and i realize i dont want to die. oh well, i guess im just f***ed up.

are you emo? its not like i would hate that, i was just wondering. im goth, so... yeah. anyways, the guy i asked out is still a really good friend of mine. we hang out alot. but i still love him.

im depressed. i asked aboy out a efw weeks ago, and he didnt even answer me. He is acting like i never said anything. he still has not answered me and i wont ask him again because i dont want to ruin our friendship. Does that sound weird i mean i love him but i
guess he cant see that, or he doesnt love me. what do i do?????

I know this may sound stupid, but i wish that i could find a boy who would return the love i have for him instead of running away or just using me for sex. I mean, all guys ever think about is sex, and rarely of love. maybe one day i will find a boy who i can love how i once did and who can love me for who i am, not just for my body.