oh the agony
i gave you my heart
and you destroyed it

you took it, and cared for it
until the time came i was confident in us
then you tore it to pieces

now there is nothing
a void where my heart belongs
thanks to you

you were a balm for my mind
an escape from the daily struggles
but now
now you are part of the struggles i wished to avoid

you say you still love me
of this i cant be sure
if you love me
why have you done this to me?

this is a mystery only you can solve
and when you do
please, please tell me the answer

what is this sickness inside of me?
it is the weirdest feeling in the world
its the feeling of total and complete happiness
even when the world around you falls to peices

one person
makes me feel this way
who is it?

that is for me to know
and you to find out

am i alone?
does anyone else feel as i do?
this is all so new

this sickness goes by many names
this sickness is known all around the globe
and this sickness is known here in my heart
the name of this sickness
is love

every night i dream of you
every morning i wake
and know i love you

how do i know?
what clues me in?
i'm not sure

it could be
the feeling of serenity
that you bring to me

it could be
the peace of mind
that you bring

or it even could be
the feeling of safety i get
just by talking to you

but i know
deep in my heart
that it is you i love

oh the agony
the moments we cannot talk

the pain of my heart
when you are gone

you are my everything
without you i am nothing

our love is obvious
but we try to hide it
from everyone else

for they would not understand
they would not see things
the way we do

our love
means something
only to us

but i am fine with that
i hope you are too
only you matter to me
nothing and nobody else

my dearest friends
both near and far
you mean so very much to me

i may not show my appretiaton
i may sometimes seem mean or rude

but it is always temporary
and never heartfelt

you may catch me in a mood
either good or bad

but you know
deep in your heart
why we are friends

it may not be explained
and does not have to be

all that matters is that we are
friends until the very end

for a little background about this it was written for a friend that pulled me out of a suicidal depression

so many sleepless nights
so many dark days
so many bad memories

you can make me sleep
you can make me forgive
you can make me forget

darkness overwhelms me
except when you are near
life returns to me
where once death loomed

you cared
when no one else did
you came
when i asked for your help

for this i thank you
i owe my life to you

but remember me
never forget the life saved
i am in your debt
for all eternity

how can i ever tell you?
how can i ever tell you that you are the only thing that gets me through the day?
how can i ever tell you that you are the only person that makes me happy?
how can i ever tell you that you are my one and only love?
how can i ever tell you that you keep me sane?
how can i ever tell you?

hello i'm from a small town in which there is absolutely nothing to do. i'm an identical triplet and idk whether you believe me or not on that one. i must say that i do get some really dumb questions asked but its ok cuz its pretty funny. anyway thats me in a nutshell so think wat you want idc.