Would you hope for a chance to die forever?
To feel that pain all day?
To give it up altogether
And become part of the dead

Be re-elected into the world of misery
To get that strength to torture the one you loved
Be the ruler of suffering that you see clearly
Walk the cemetery's and bury your beloved

Carry the dead souls above and beyong eternity
Feeling the blood fall can be the greatest thing
Walk the streets of the underground city
Dangling skeletons as you hear them sing

Chant to raise hell over your head
Dressed in black wearing skins of the deceist

im tired of lying stealing and denying it all
im sick of all the games you play all night long
because everything underneath is getting ready to erupt
and take over your soul for once
close your eyes and imagine the fire in your heart
drown in the bloody misery that you call love

its hard to breathe in the flames
its hard to think about your afterlife
get up and rip your mind out
let it tell you how to end it all
slice the knife right through your soul
unleash the evil that darkness beholds
beg for mercy and hope to live

let the tears run down your body

dont say a word until ive spoken my last breath
dont close your eyes until ive flown away
dont let go of my heart until ive found all the pieces
dont shed a tear until the end is near
dont go to bed wondering what couldve been
wait and hold me until ive cried it out
dont die first until my soul is burned
wait until my heart is gone
wait until my mind has given up on me
wait until my mind tells me this isnt real
when my bones give up for dear life
come catch me when i fall
wait until the world barries me underneath
until im invisible to evryone

im hurting right now....i feel like ill die alone.....its harder to live life when you love someone so much that you would die for that person...but in the end your heart gets broken...and when that happnes you feel so bad that you cant get back up anymore and you just want to sit in the dark and let the devils posession eat your body alive....you bones break and all thats left are the ashes that noone will remember....its hard to open your eyes when the one thing you love wont be there...you cant fall into their arms anymore....you cant hold a hand anymore because youll feel the blood running