so today I saw him again. I'm reaching the point where I am starting to hate him. I don't want to, it's just so hard not to. I like/love him so much and will never get anything in return. How am I ever going to learn to expect nothing from him? Of course I tell myself that all the time, but it never really works.

I don't know, I probably shouldn't talk about it any more.

thx for reading.

<3

Hm... let's think. I have no idea where my other post went. I don't feel like trying to find them though.

I had a blog on Blogger that I really enjoyed, but I had to delete it. Maybe this should be my new one. I have no idea, and it probably depends on how often I log in. Right now that is mostly never. lol. I don't know what to write about though, and it's almost one o'clock. So, I'm gonna go read.

~night~

So I like this guy who's 3 years older than me. He's supper sweet, but he said he doesn't want to just into a relationship right now. I don't know if I can live with just being friends. What do I do?

(Yes, I know My post have nothing to do with 3DG)

today i went to lunch with my class. one of my friend's older brothers took his gf. HE WAS GORGEOUS! his gf was your typical b****. the whole time they were eating she was all over him. he looked at me one time, but it was nothing. from the first time i saw them i was about to die. i lost my apatite and had to force myself to eat. right now i literally want to kill someone.
after having my heart riped out my the roots i cant stand people who are like that. i now understand why people say 'get a room' its cause it really does hurt to watch. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO HURT SO BAD!?!?!?

Gota say that 3dg is the best band to ever live. That's why I joined. but that's why were all here right? so I'll skip to the other stuff.

Name's Amelia.
single (loven it)
my version of a good friend is someone trustworthy. someone who would protect you against your will. someone who actually would take the time to CARE.